God, everything is happening so fast!

Lets just say that I have been waiting for this day to come for the longest time and now the it is finally here, I am at a big loss as to how and what to feel. It has been an absolute nightmare, waiting to hear a confirmation from Emirates. Chinese New Year came and went and yet still nothing from Dubai. To be very honest, my enthusiasm was waning fast. I guess this dull excitement will build up when I reach Dubai. Now, I am just freaking out. Over the fact that it would be my last 3 days sleeping in my room, eating and pigging out on my favourite food whenever I want, spending time with my family and friends, that I would no longer be a part of the daily routines which I have taken for granted all my life. It just feels so final. And can I say again that I am freaking out. I did not think I would cry and feel so sad and lost. I truly did not expect such emotions. God. I want to be feeling great and strong. Guess the reality is finally hitting me and it has hit me extremely hard. Does not help that I have been listening to my highly melancholic songs. Ok.. Missy T here should get some rest cos its going to be a long day ahead and there's plenty of stuff to be done. 3 days to go and ready or not, here I come!